Friendship
I am the type of person who gains all kinds of friends. I tend to realize that all friends are not good for me. Some friends I have to keep at a distance, some I wish I could keep with me at all times.
Over the years I have come to terms that all friends will not stay around forever. Although that saddens me, I now understand that it might be for the best. After all, we are true to each other, friendship, just like life, runs in a full circle. There are different points in your life where you have to be without the ones you hold dear to you. I have come to learn that this is not because they do not deal with you anymore, it may simply mean that you both need a chance to grow.
I used to did not understand this at all believing that if they were really my friend, no matter how big or small a situation may be between us, that they should always be around. How silly of me, not understanding that God was only allowing us a chance to grow into the people He desired us to be so that we may come back together and share in the blessings that has been bestowed upon us.
At one time I had gotten mad at my best friend in the whole wide world because she just seemed to cut me off. I begged for reasons why, because there were tough parts in my life that I needed her friendship. Looking at it in restrospect, I am glad she did not let me know what was going on. It is like we just let it die. But I found that it is not dead at all. We are just in different parts in our life right now and we need to find our way without one another for a while. I still love her as my sister and if she reads this I apologize for whatever it is, and I want us to start fresh. I am sure things will go well with us. We grew up from greasy foreheads and pigtails to grown women handling our business the best way we know how. I still pray for her and her family and hope that everything is well with everyone.
I miss her everyday because there are things I would love to share with her that I can not share with others. For once, I am truly finally happy in my life and I can not even share it with her. But like I said before, true friendship goes in a full circle, so I know we will be right back at it like nothing was ever wrong, like we have not been absent in our life at all. I am glad that I was ever able to call her friend and I will always love her.
I will always call her friend and I would love her to know that she can always call me friend as well. 
Over the years I have come to terms that all friends will not stay around forever. Although that saddens me, I now understand that it might be for the best. After all, we are true to each other, friendship, just like life, runs in a full circle. There are different points in your life where you have to be without the ones you hold dear to you. I have come to learn that this is not because they do not deal with you anymore, it may simply mean that you both need a chance to grow.
I used to did not understand this at all believing that if they were really my friend, no matter how big or small a situation may be between us, that they should always be around. How silly of me, not understanding that God was only allowing us a chance to grow into the people He desired us to be so that we may come back together and share in the blessings that has been bestowed upon us.
At one time I had gotten mad at my best friend in the whole wide world because she just seemed to cut me off. I begged for reasons why, because there were tough parts in my life that I needed her friendship. Looking at it in restrospect, I am glad she did not let me know what was going on. It is like we just let it die. But I found that it is not dead at all. We are just in different parts in our life right now and we need to find our way without one another for a while. I still love her as my sister and if she reads this I apologize for whatever it is, and I want us to start fresh. I am sure things will go well with us. We grew up from greasy foreheads and pigtails to grown women handling our business the best way we know how. I still pray for her and her family and hope that everything is well with everyone.
I miss her everyday because there are things I would love to share with her that I can not share with others. For once, I am truly finally happy in my life and I can not even share it with her. But like I said before, true friendship goes in a full circle, so I know we will be right back at it like nothing was ever wrong, like we have not been absent in our life at all. I am glad that I was ever able to call her friend and I will always love her.
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